I love you bubu  / Maylun Vanwinkle (Little sister )
I miss him so much. I can rememberr beingg little and sitting in the floor playingg with his hair. He might not have been my blood big broher but he ment the world to me. I love him and wish he was still here. Close

Our sons  / Rea Mom Of Emile De Miranda (another mom )
((((Kelly)))) You are always in my thoughts and prayers. I am sending you peaceful and positive thoughts and lots of hugs and kisses. One day we will see our beautiful boys again. Blessed Be. Close

What a wonderful memorial site!  / Suzanne Torregrossa (POS)
Hi...I just thought I'd visit Caleb's site and I must say, he was a wonderful boy.  I know you miss him very much.  I lost my 23 y.o. old son, Daniel, to suicide this past January.  I am so sorry you no longer can see Caleb but I know your memories of him will always be special.

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R.I.P. My long haired redneck  / Marie A. (My Family )

K-Leb,

It has taken me this long to be able to be strong enough to write this. i miss you more and more everyday. not a day goes by that i dont think about you. You left too soon. living this life has become hard once you left, but having your mom there helped make me strong. mom is the strongest woman i know, i love her dearly. i went with her not too long ago to go visit you, that was the 1st time that i had gone back out there to the cemetary since that day. that was one of the hardest things i think that i had ever done. i couldnt help but fall to my knees and cry. i dont know what i would have dont had mom not been there. she loves you and misses you very much, as o all of us. we miss ya bubba. i remember that last time we hung out. not long before, we were all out at the barn an you were spendin most of yer time sittin up on the fence watchin the horses run around in the back pasture, then i forgot why but you were runnin around out there with the horses and all i could do was smile and laugh. and i talked to you almost everyday again after that. we hadnt hung out in years before that day at the barn, but i thank god everyday for that memory. i know you are watching over all of us, especially mom. bubba please take care of momma, i love her very much and she means so much to me, i recently moved so i dont get to go see her as often as i like but i do call her almost everyday just to make sure that she knows i love her. i would give aything to turn back time and freeze it, i have been thru hell lately. i had hit rock bottom and i hit hard, now i gettin back on my feet and gettin stronger everyday, but i thank god for friends and family. you were and always be my long haired redneck and my big bro. i gotta run, booger wayne gettin into trouble... lol... hmmm now who that sound like? :P yep... that was a funny night when booger was born... but of course he gotta have that wonderful middle name just like one of the best cowboys i knew... john wayne... hahaha lol jp bubba... he got that name cause of YOU! i love you and miss you very much my long haired redneck. i love you big bro. watch over all of us.

 

Love you forever and always,

Marie V. Amaya

 

~ Listening for thunder, thats how i know yer galloping around the pastures of heaven, ride on big bro :) ~

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Kelly / Melanie Riemer (friend of Kelly )
Kelly, We are so much alike U and me. We have alot in common with so many people in this world. I think it was fate the way I met U and the timming of it. I am at a loss for words of comfort for u  but u knew this. I know Kaleb is close, watching over u. He's in the wind that blows and the clouds that float by and the peek-a-boo kid will return. Be patient with Alena,for she is truly strong but does not show it to anyone. Close

another beautiful angel  / Kate Borau (friend from POS )

Dance and play with the angels Caleb.
Look  out for my two girls, Izzy and Anna.
Watch over your mum, she loves and misses you so.
God Bless
Kate. mum to beloved Isabel and Anna.

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Blessed Be  / Gypsy Drescher (POS)

Blessed be to you and yours in your troubled hours,,May you find peace and love
and always hope .
Charlotte (gypsy)
mother of Melissa Marie

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Sorry for your loss  / Tony Takacs
Hi My name is Tony Takacs, i wrote the poem presented at Calebs Funeral, I wrote it for one of my best friends that took his own life at 19 years old.  I am honoured that you used it and i hope that it helped you. Again i'm sorry for your loss, we alwalys have our memories.

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thoughts and prayers  / Julie Allen (Passerby)
Hello,
I feel your pain. My son Michael Scott Allen born 8/26/88 ended his life on 6/15/06. Our sons were very close in age. I am so sorry for your loss. I have set up a site for my son here too. It helps sometimes to talk with ones that are experiencing the same grief that we are. I am here if you need to talk or write anytime. My prayers and loving hugs are with you and your family.
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feeling your pain  / Donna Mother Of Christina Ann Valle
I am sorry for the loss of Caleb. My daughter took her life back in October 17th, 2005 It has been hard, but through it all the Lord has given me strength. I live near you if you need to meet up and talk. I also need someone. Close

Memorial Ad for Caleb  / Kelly Hughes (MOM)
My mom put this ad in the Ft. Bend Herald Coaster on the 1 year anniversary of his death.

A gift for such a little while,
your loss just seems so wrong,
you should not have left before us,
it's with loved ones you belong.

No farewell words were spoken,
no time to say goodbye,
you were gone before we knew it,
and only God knows why.

Gone but not gorgotten,
although we are apart,
your spirit lives within us,
forever in our heart.

Until we meet again,
may God hold you in the palm of his hand.

Your Mom, Bothers, Sister, Aunts & Uncles,
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Happy Easter to Caleb and Family!  / Myra Barton Andrei's Mom


"Jesus said to her, "I am the one who brings people back to life, and I am life itself. Those who believe in me will live even if they die. Everyone who lives and believes in me will never die. Do you believe that?" (John 11:25)

Lord, we do believe that! We cling to that hope with all that is within us. It is that promise that gets us through the day and gives us hope for the future. Thank you for reassuring us that death for your children is merely a passage into a perfect world, where you will one day wipe away all our tears. Thank you for EASTER. Close

Beautiful angel cowboy!!  / Rea Mom Of Emile De Miranda
Kelly, I hope you get lots of signs from your angel cowboy to show you that not even wild horses could drag him away from you!!! Much luv and hugz, Rea mom of Emile Close

To Kelly, Mother Of An Angel  / Donna Berg~ (Connected by Angels )
I am so deeply sorry for your loss Kelly.  I am a former member of POS and I know the pain of losing a son.  I believe with all my heart that Caleb lives on.  He has just changed places.  We can't physically see our children but we know that they still exist and always will.  I know words can't stop your heart from breaking Kelly or take away the indescribable pain you feel, but oh how I wish they could.  Please know that I care and that I will keep you in my prayers and hold you and Caleb in my heart always...Aaron's Mom Close

I don't know where to start  / Chelsea Chapman (really close friend )
I really don't know where to start. I do want to apologize for taking so long to post this, but I've had an extremely hard time with losing Caleb, my best friend. This was one of those boys you couldn't help but notice and love. I can remember everything about the last time I was lucky enough to see him alive. The way he smelled, his hair, what he was wearing, the song that was playing, the way he held me while we danced. I still have dreams about it. The only way I get by is realizing that he's happy now and he isn't hurting anymore. I loved Caleb very much and I always will. I miss him all the time; not a day goes by that I don't think about him at least once. 

In closing, Caleb- remember that I love you more than you will ever know and that you greatly impacted my life in good ways. Close

The First Christmas, December 25, 2006  / Kelly Hughes (Mother)
The First Christmas, December 25, 2006

My Precious Puddin',

It is hard to believe that you have been gone 8 months & 3 days. Sometimes it seems that you just left the house to go to your grandma's or your Aunt Jodie's.

It's not fair that you aren't here to enjoy Christmas with us. You have been included, as you should be. Your stocking is hung on the mantle. You have a present coming. As usual, I screwed up on the ordering date & it won't arrive until after the 25th. I received a present from you too. A necklace that has your name & dates on it. I will add charms with your brothers' & sister's names on it later. I will never take it off.

We went to Yolanda's last night. You should see Jamie & Kerri. They are 17 & 13 now and very pretty. You would have been flirting left & right with them. We will be going to Grandma's today for dinner. Your cousins won't be there. We are going to have Christmas with them next Saturday when Coy gets back from his mother's. Mikeaela & Mackenzie now know that you are in heaven with Poppy. They found out in September when I was in the hospital, 3 ½ months after you left us. Their parents told them that you were sick, so they had thought that this entire time. Would you visit the girls? They miss you terribly & I know how much they love you.

I made cinnamon raisin bread French toast, bacon and eggs this morning. You should have been here to tell me that I was cooking it all wrong and taking over the cooking.

I am going to the cemetery to see you before we go to Grandma's. I will place a heart-shaped solar light on your grave. I actually got 2 lights. I will keep the one with the butterflies on it here at the house to set near where you took your last breath on earth & your first breath in heaven. In the spring, I will plant a garden near there also.

I don't understand nor agree with the events of the early morning of April 22, 2006. I wish that I could turn back time & change everything. You have left a great void here that will never be filled. Christmas & every other holiday will never be the same. I have tried hard this year to make it a good one for the kids, but I still have a great sadness in me that will never go away. I can only pray that you are at peace and that you realize that you are loved and missed. Your light and presence will never go away.

Always remember that you are loved and missed forever.

LUVMOM
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Tidings of Christmas  / Lois Kern (Friend in Pos )


Caleb, Watch over your Mom today, as you do everyday. Send angel kisses to her and show her signs that you are at peace .  Hope  that you play your guitar at the Special party that is being held in Arylns' honor.  We know how much you loved music, so I'm sure your sharing with everyone your talent. 

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I understand this pain  / Lesley Mom Of Mark Schroeder Also 17
John and Kelly,  when my beautiful son Mark died tragically at the age of 17 I read somewhere that it is good to speak to families who have been traveling the road of grief a little longer than you have.
Your Caleb was so beautiful and vibrant. Please take comfort from me when I tell you, the pain does lessen, in time you will come to sense him around you all the time. Death does not separate us from those we love. They are always with us. Always!
I send you much love and invite you to to visit my son's site where many of his friends have shared their journey through grief and the visions and dreams that confirm that death does not mean the end.

Lesley

www.mark-schroeder.memory-of.com
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Filling an Empty Space  / Alex Luna (His Lil Mexican Bro )

K-leb i am trying to fill this empty space u left behind...I am not trying to take ur place...i am just trying to fit in with ur friends...i am filling the space that u left behind with them...love u dude...see u soon

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TRAGEDIES / KrIsTi (friend)
I got dosed by you and,
Closer than most to you and,
What am I supposed to do,
Take it away,
I never had it anyway,
Take it away,
And everything will be okay...

In you a star is born and,
You cut a perfect form and,
Someone forever warm,
Lay on, lay on, lay on, lay on,
Lay on, lay on, lay on, lay on...

Way upon the mountain where he died,
All I ever wanted was your life,
Deep inside the canyon I can't hide,
All I ever wanted was your life...

Show love with no remorse and,
Climb on to your seahorse and,
This ride is right on course,
This is the way,
I wanted it to be with you,
This is the way,
I knew that it would be with you,
Lay on, lay on, lay on, lay on,
Lay on, lay on, lay on, lay on...

Way upon the mountain where he died,
All I ever wanted was your life,
Deep inside the canyon I can't hide,
All I ever wanted was your life...

I got dosed by you and,
Closer than most to you and,
What am I supposed to do,
Take it away,
I never had it anyway,
Take it away,
And everything will be okay...

Way upon the mountain where he died,
All I ever wanted was your life,
Deep inside the canyon I can't hide,
All I ever wanted was your life... Close